too long not updating this blog since february 2010..;D
i hv no free time...n i can say that i was so lazy 4 updating this blog bcause of many exams n bla bla..
hahaha
now....i"m just catherine as the way i am...
never changedd..
i never change..the situation, environment, condition that have changed me..;D
as my wishes...now i would be a campus girl..;D...
thanks God..mommy..daddy..friends..teacherss..hubby...finallyyy...LULUS..hahaha
no more high school..i gonna miss that time...;D
no more high school it means that i"m bigger noww..
must mature than before..
i wish....i hope, i prayyy..n i willl..;D
i must face the new environment of mine..
no matter it is..i must..!
hehe...as my dreams before.."i wish i have a serious relationship, a best boyfriend after end this highschool as I promise"
yupp..now...everything has changed by no reason...;D
the one that the most make me how to feel love deeply..
the one that the most make me learn how to be strong, be patience
the one that the most make me hurt..;D
the one that ever make me cried by no reasonss...(how fool am i)^^
the one that the most I want 2 4gettt...;D
now he is mine...;D!
i dun know whyy..
everything come by no reasonsss..
i feel that i"m still dreamingg..
hhaha..
why why whyy?
never ask whyyy...u never know how they make u feel..;D
now..i wish he is the one...that i never lost anymore..;D
but life goes on..
let it flow..
just let"s feel n see..;D
distance oh distance..
i hope you can be a success man there...reach your dreamm..n everything u want
i"ll wait u here dearr..;D
hahahaha....;D
haizz..
i"m still confuse which college better?
STBA or Cendana? or what else...?
i will choose the best of mine
never regrettt..;D
(to be continued)

hahaha..
it"s been a very long time not posting in my blog...
hahaah.
so busy with my daily activities...
pfiuhhh..
hmmm...
cant wait 4 chinese new year,...
n can"t wait 4 valentines day...
huahh..what a weird dayy...
valentine + chinese new yearr..
ahah..
but it still same like before
no boyfriends to celebrate it with..
phiuhhh..but it doesnt matter i cant celebrate it with my family n friends..
huahahah..
all i want now is 2 finish my highschool!!!
fight 4 UN..UAS...n then ..yeah i"m gonna be an university girl..
be mature...n keep hardwork 4 myself..promise!!^^..
i wanna do the best 4 u alll...;D!mwaxxxchhh...!
i know the time passed n go by...i still dun know when the times stop n doesn't give any chance 2 me again 2 said this...so before it, i will say thank you 4 u all...;D!

Special thanks:

- 4 my mommy....thanks 4 loving me, always support me in all my activity , for always here 4 me, critic me, although sometimes we can argue something with our different opinion...i love it, but i"m so sorryy 4 my fault...;D!!!thanks mommy.... Where there is a mother in the home, matters go well.love u,.. mwaxxxcchhh...

- 4 my daddy...thanks a lot for everything u give 2 me..ur love, ur care, n many else!!I think a lot of it had to do with, you know, I was always a daddy's girl. I was always wanting to please u,Dad...!! How true Daddy's words were when he said: all children must look after their own upbringing. Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own hands. love u...;D!mwaxxchhh..!

- 4 who ever been my friends through sadness and happiness..remember..Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. many memories that i will never let it go...sorry that maybe i had do some mistakes with u all....!!deep in my heart, i thank you all...from u i can"t learn how 2 smile, how to share,how 2 love, how to work, walk, how be a better person, and etc.....i love u all!!

- 4 who ever love n adore me..thanks that ever be a part of my life, share ur love with me. Thanks....from u, i can learn how 2 loving at each other, how to smile, how to cry,...n control my emotion!! special sorry if sometimes it seems like i hanged ur love...that"s not my purpose...!!First, truthfully, i had a promise 4 myself i will not in relationship if i"m not finish my highschool. But now, my high school gonna end ASAP n I will tried to. Second, i"m a person who cant easy to fall in love with n 2 4get it, so i wish i got a person that love me faithfully for whatever i am...because I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you...i hope i got it..;D

- thank you..thank you,....4 all of u..that ever been a part of my life...i can"t say thank you 4 u all...one by one..!!!mwaxxchh..!!

P.S: i hope can be more mature than before..
i hope i can pass my national exam and any exam...
i hope i can be a better girl
i hope i can celebrate my valentine day next year with couple!;D!

A brief candle; both ends burning
An endless mile; a bus wheel turning
A friend to share the lonesome times
A handshake and a sip of wine
So say it loud and let it ring
We are all a part of everything
The future, present and the past
Fly on proud bird
You're free at last.

It"s the time..and...it"s my turnn..TO.SHOUT OUT LOUD...WHATEVER...!!!
huahh...long time no bloggie...blogGiieee.....bloGggie...blogger liFe..should n could be..^^..
I"m 2 busy 2 enjoy my "Precious Memorable School Time with such a LOVELY LOVELY LOVELY LOVEABLE THINGS THAT I EVER MEET" haha...i"m 2 happy of this...!!??!(Wth??!)
My lOVELY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSS
MY LOVELY TEACHERSSSSSSSSSS
MY LOVELY BOOKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
MY LOVELY PENNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
MY LOVELY PROJECTTTTTTTTTTT
tHIS IS what we called love...???!!think it out before make sure of this all.
LALALALALLALALA...!!!
hahahahahahahahahaha...!
hehehhhehehhehehheheh....!
hihihihihihihihihihihihiih...!
am i look crazy???
am i look stress???
NO...!!!^^...I"M NORMAL..!I just can keep talking...n give my smily sweetest smile, n my weakness infront of u..!but it doesn"t mean you did everything that u want to me..!!u"re not my beloved GOD and i"m not ur maid...act as u want, scolded as u want!!AS U MUST KNOW, I CAN CHANGE 99% HARDER n FIERCE THAN YOU, even i can slap u that i never did before to anyone..!but i dont do n turn to that because i need peace n I still have heart not like U...!!
i know i"m the imperfect person...that u ever know..
and you"re the most perfect person in this world more than GoD..!!is it??am i wrong??am i right????show me the answer...!!!
from u, i learn many many many many many things....!!!should u know???u already change my minDddd....i have a statemenT of species like U...!
Yeah,...as u should know..u"re the worst species that i ever meet..!!!
wanna cry? wanna shout? cant receive the fact??it"s the facT...!!KEEP COMPLAINED!!!Do u want to know what is make u different from other species??check it out yourselFf..!because u"re the perfect one right..???nobody BETTER than you..is it????!haha!!i"m 2 tired 2 be patience...patience have the limit..!!
do what u want, take all what u want, complained what u want...!!
i dont care...!!!whatever..!!my life goes on...!!!
CATHERINE IS NOW ON CHANGE...!!
p.s: want to make me shy infront of all???look at mirror...!!and then now u shY bcause urself n ur poisonous mouth...!!the truth is the fact because i believe in God..!!^^

Hoammm....mornink world..!
long time no post...!
i dun have enough time 2 do it....!>.<
first thing i wanna say happy halloween 2 u all...!^^
n i wanna sayy...end this october with smile...!^^..although i feel exhausted around this week..!
hmmm....n i feel a bit different again!
around my friends...
n around some1..!
I hate liar....!This u must know....!!!!Tell it the truth!
hate say hate....dont like say dont like!!dun ever treat me like baby that didn"t know what u mean...!!dun ever give me the smile but u mean that is nothing at all...>.i"m just a weak girl that is still metamorphosing!!!>.

hii...long time no post...^^
hmm...today is a bit tired but enjoyable day..^^
bla bla bla....
hmmmmm...
today just went to mei"s home to do biology project...with mike too..^^
after that went to ate satay n have haircut...poni....
hhihi...it"s a bit short maybe..
^^
hmm....after that,before i went back home, Mei2 asked me 2 join her 2 went to temple..
^^...actually i"m bit lazy bcoz..i have not taking bath yet, n change my shirt..
^^..but she really pushed me 2 went with her...^^...
so..i went with her with so simple..^^
huehehe....jd phaise..loh y mei..peace..^^
anyway, out of my mind..i met sure n his family n cousins.
sorry, at the first time i didn"t see you..after mei2 said to me n bfore looked at ur sms..^^
biarin jelek..wkwk...n at there i met my sutomo"s friends 2...^^!
meryanti, vivi, cindy, ratna, n bla bla....^^...
they look more mature now..
^^
n i met my nieces n aunt..^^...haha..
this day is very unforgetable day..fun but strange...^^
i"ve no preparations for that all...^^
feel sleepy n lazy now...i dont know why..!!^^
hoammm.....
today is 2day! what will happened 2morrow????let"s see...!!

hii..
how could i said bout 2 dayyy???
2 day is the last day, n 2morrow will be my holidayyy...
last night, i have some strange feelings...i feel not comfort n happy 2 face today???
but u see, it"s really real...!!!
i"m 2 exhausted and tired of todayy...
no need 2 talk much now..
all is bullshittttttt...
2 lazy...i dun know what has happened 2day?
from morning until went home...
full of REPETAN
i mean scolddd....!!!!
i dun know..according 2 me, we"re not small anymore..
although i"m just 16 now..
so we must played an act like usual, not childish....
not just 4 students, but it"s also refer to teachers...dont play on mood...
i know this is not the place 4 judge people..
but i"m 2 tired of this...
n i think indonesian is democration country
so i"m not wrong to expressing what i feel now
from primary until now, i never be scolded by teachers like that even this not for me but 4 a whole class.....
i think this is 2 over...!!
for a whole lesson....be scold n be scold...
this just a very very very little bit fault or problem
why must be complicated like this???
First, even today wasnot my fault, i knew students are not far from fault....
that"s the reasons why we studied at school, 2 learn all the goods from the teachers that we had paid.Not the bad one...
maybe on teachers eyes,...students always wrong, n teachers always right...!!
but i"m not agree of them...
4 some how, teachers must listen 4 the students to tell their reason, why they do like that and especially why they late????all we do just 4 lessons and 4 learnn...n 4 done the stuff that has been given by teachers....that"s why u can"t say we"re not respectable 2 the teachers...!if we"re all like that...we dont fight n work hard 2 do those silly things (homework, project, exercises, n bla bla bla).Why dont we just sat as sculpture and do nothing...??? We work hard even sometimes cheat is because we care of the lessons and teachers...
maybe someone said that cheat isnot good 4 us...but it"s all depend on u...
4 me cheat is good as far as u learn from the cheat..not just copied it.
same with students and teachers...Is it right students always cheat on teachers...???
according 2 me, this is right statement,.., bcause all my knowledge until now has been transfered by my teachers to me from primary until now...Senior High School grade three..that means i"ve cheated on them for 12 years,,,..but it"s not free.Am i wrong??!So, how are the students act are not far from what has teachers taught..!the good one even the BAD ONE!!
"Hero without honors"!!is it still suitable 4 the teachers nowadays???
If teachers have a right 2 do anything...how about students???
students also have their right
this not talk about money...
it"s all talk about human right...!
everyone have their own right, right 2 explained...., right 2 listened....right 2 expressions..but it must in true good ways..
finally, i want a peace between teachers and students...
so..students can enjoy their lessons and studied spiritful..
truthfully, i begin 2 lazy 4 entered the school.....
b"coz i cant find the peace in school...
so, all i need is peace...
plizzz....understand at each other...
n at the end....i ask 4 apologize for the teachers who i make fault of them...
sorry, dorry, stroberryy...^^
PEACE mode : ON

P.S: - i"m waiting 4 my b"day party!!!what will happened then??^^
- i"m waiting 4 happy tour,...what will happened then??^^
thanks 2 papy n jubir 4 helping me 4 registering the tour